I have felt a wonderful rush this past week as I’ve started decluttering my heart and mind on my Soul Coaching journey. Today’s affirmation resounds: I am safe and centered no matter where I am. The ups and downs, twists and turns of the past year have wrought havoc on my inner self. Yet, as I really become aware of the place that I’m in, I see that the chaos was not from within me. Everything in my heart, everything in my home has actually been safe. The havoc came from the outside and I allowed it to enter. Over the past 6 days, I have focused on releasing the clutter that came with the chaos. I absolutely feel lighter. I feel more solid on my foundation. I am ready for all the magic…all the possibility….that can come in and fill up those spaces that chaos once filled.
There are still troubling events, hurdles to overcome, emotions to work through. But the fear is gone, the lack of confidence is subsiding. I am finding my authentic self again. This is exactly what I had hoped that this process would bring.
I am happy to be able to end the week at the BeachHouse on Whidbey Island. It is a place of peace and serentity. We always see amazing creation when we are there….sea lions, eagles, mountains, water. It is definitely my retreat, my safe place. This weekend it will just be the girls and I. I can’t wait for just some mom and daughter time! It has been a busy and emotional week and the three of us are much in need of a quiet weekend of stormy beach walks, reading by the fire, walking through the cute seaside town of Langley and talking into the night. I love knowing that the environment I create for me, is their environment as well and we are safe and centered and loved by a God that watches over us.